Array ( [profile] => Array ( [id] => 162175695 [nickname] => [domain] => leo_lions [bdate] => 1.8 [photo_max] => https://sun1-22.userapi.com/s/v1/ig2/pPm668XxpYGtVdfszidptYjEioIPZ8HEbHU50s9VN8EbPv6QrPXa5Ndc4Kg-_MY-eOzL42dnOT3rpqG9Qhvm8qJG.jpg?quality=96&crop=30,27,573,573&as=32x32,48x48,72x72,108x108,160x160,240x240,360x360,480x480,540x540&ava=1&cs=400x400 [interests] => learning from my experience of the existence [books] => anything qualitative... [tv] => anything qualitative... [quotes] => Hasta la Muerte y Después words mean nothing without actions don't seek the excuses for being negative, seek the reasons for being positive instead you cannot force anything genuine, genuine things comes only naturally... practice & theory, strength & intelligence, patience & determination neither of them matters alone one without the other... don't overcomplicate things, don't try to do more steps than you're capable of, but instead scale those things down until you're able to understand them and divide them into the smallest steps, which you're capable to make we all make mistakes and we all deserve a chance to learn don't miss any steps as each of them is essential it's not about the age or a title it's all about your experience and knowledge and what you are doing with it ʍǝıʌ ɟo ʇuıod ǝɥʇ uo spuǝdǝp ƃuıɥʇʎɹǝʌǝ everything's a lot to take without prioritizing... everything is relative and ambiguous don't believe in anything and don't trust anyone especially yourself we are all responsible for our influence on each other and our world one's goodness measured not by their best actions but the worst when you receive you become less, when you achieve you become more it's not about the goals it's about who you become when you'll get there you can only truly respect yourself if you do not disrespect any other being you live while you grow, you grow while you live though how long you'll last depends on how pure or rotten you are if we can only afford to live at the expense of lives of the others then we don't deserve to live at all true love is nothing but a magical symbiosis of connection, understanding, sharing and caring, everything else is either primal instincts or lies nostalgia is nothing but a sweet delusion, because of which we continue to make same mistakes we are not defined by the things that we cannot choose about ourselves, we are is only what we are choosing to be and choosing to do life is a chance, to make choices: to be or not to be, to love or to hate, to help or to abuse, to care or to pretend, to learn from your mistakes or to make them over and over there's nothing you can't do unless you don't know what you're doing in that case you must learn the point of existence is either to learn how to understand this world and how to be prepared for everything in it or to simply play your part in the entropy and the evolution life isn't fair or unfair, good or bad it's just a random experience of many possibilities but how it affects you and how you perceive it depends on you and you only we tend to focus on the negative things more often, because we taking positive things for granted, but happiness lies within patience and appreciation learn the knowledge (get your key) find the opportunities (find the doors to open) practice and improve your craft (walk through it) you either learn to understand things yourself, or you'll be forced to learn the hard way, by paying the price you wouldn't want to... smile while you can smile cry while you can cry dream while you can dream build while you can build love while you can love live while you can live there are formulas for solving anything, though their effectiveness limited by our understanding... with knowledge comes understanding with experience comes efficiency with time comes changes [about] => just a living being, trying to survive, to do what i can while i can and to be the best version of myself that i possibly can... (introverted, funny, positive, open-minded, ambiguous, monogamous, minimalistic. pacifistic agnostic) [games] => anything qualitative... [movies] => anything qualitative... [activities] => experiencing the existence [music] => anything qualitative... 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